Good Night

last night

my mother said "good night"

than she said

"dont let the bed bugs bite"

i asked her why

and she said

"dont wory love you wont die"

so i said to my mother

"ill be sure to let them

bite me in the night,

cuz i have no wory cuz i wont die

cuz if i died

and i dont know why

id miss this place and all its evil grace"

so than i smiled

and kissed her good night

and whisped in he ear

"dont let the bed bugs bite"

December

Remember December

when it was end of November

when the year was growing dim as an ember

we stood together, warm and tender

your arm warped around me, soft and slender

it takes me back to last December

Back to July 

when i said good-bye

I felt cold and asked my self 'Why?'

Why? Oh, why did i say good bye?

but now i remember why

I said good-bye

Because in late July...

I came alive

Death Tune

VANILLA TWILGHT

the song i hum when i cant sleep

tthe tune i held dear for the longest time

the beat that me heart beats to

Vanilla Twilght owl city

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

i would give anything to have my darling near

LOVE LIES

Smells suger sweet

yet tastes bitter as dirt

Looks as soft as roses

yet feels as couse as barded wire

Sounds sweet as an angel

yet you know its a demon

You can hold it you can feel it

yet the happieness ain't real

You can touch it you can smell it

yet you still know it isnt true

Thats the way love desieve you

It lies and tells you its true

than two seconds later it walks away from you

no more blood

the emo kid sits on his floor crying
wishing hopeing that soon he'd be dieing
he had another fight with a kid at school
because they think cutting is not cool
so they beat his ass ant than walk away
so now the boy sits hopeing to end it today

he stands up and walks
to the other side of the room
the top dresser drawer now holdes his doom
he grabs his razor blade and imagins it talkes
it says to him
"i am your only escape"

than the boy screams and trows it to the floor
and yell to his evil friend
" no more blood will be shen for this world of pain and evil"

MORAL OF THE STORY? you may ask
that no man or woman should die for this world
it just shows it that your weak and that it has won
but if you fight the pain and all it convictions
you show that your strong and that the world has lost

i will always love you

look what you did
you made a mess
blood spatters on the wall
and his beat in chest

now i know i cant blame you
because he was an ass
but now i gotta clean it up and dispose of the body
but dont worry i still love you
because your such a hotty

you know i love you and that will never change
cuz you know i will stay with you
even if you killed me ex-boyfriend

your butterfly touch

sadness falls when your not there
all feels cold when my hand is bere
things feel rough with out your butterflies touch

why did you have to leave in such a rush?

things i didnt say pass through my mind
when the space isnt filled with things you left behind
somewhere, now is where you stand
somewhere i dont know and dont understand
 i wander now if you think of me
maybe one day youll have forgiven me
for the evil ive done with unright reasons

cold warm cold warm, passes the seasons
that yor away from me because my treason
i lied i cheated but thats not the worst
and might i say first this one is no lie
i told you i loved you than asked you to say good bye