Hope?

Say you love me
Say you don't
Take it back
once you gave me hope

Nothing seems
more hopeless now
than being someone
hidden in the crowd

I can't help it
I love to much
I'm just out to look
for than one

special touch

Run away

Run away child
She ran for miles
Hopeing Pleading still in denyal
She has but one deam
and that is to be free
To breath clean air
and to no longer need "He"

"He" was in control
and "He" was cold as a stone
"He" tortured and beat
till she ran on her bare feet
Across the cold sidewalks
and people who stare
as hey wonder

" Hay, who's that girl there?"

When The Days Form Together

When the dayz form together,
you know your lost
when you cant tell who you are,
you know your lost
When you cant see that you r lost...
are you lost or
just confused?

You fell into it

You look up,
you see the stars
Look down,
see the ground
Look away from your path,
you see nothing

Feel the air,
feel it's cold
Feel the ground,
fell how it's hard and rocky
Feel it fall,

The stones, they fall
Your feet, they colapse
The air, rushes past your ears

You hear your screams,
blood curdleing scream
Hear the air,
it's screaming
Hear it STOP

Taste the blood flowing past your lips,
bitter, salty and plain
Taste the air,
stale and hard from the rush
Taste the pain,
its bitter sweet taste
serges through out your body

You see a person,
they're comeing close
You feel their hand on you head,
stroking you hair
you hear the person say
'you fell into it,
you have only yourself to blame'
you taste...
what do you taste?

The Numbness of Freedom

Shed

SHED SHED

my tears have been shed

as for the blood, the hate and dred

of loosing a love that should have last

for have a pain that comes from the past

as flash back come back of me and of you

i cant wait to come back to see you

give me a reson

how can you stand there?

watching me die

see the pain you've inflicted

do you even realize?

this blood flow will end,

because you werent a friend

i try to impress you

but you just ignore

when i try to be your
 Lenore

give me a reaon to live

to not take this life

to have a tomarow

to live and to strive

kiss me one time

weather it be my last

to give me a kiss 

is to gant me a pass

a pass for tomarow

to be without the great sorrow

of not sharing a kiss

that would bring my true bliss

Book Men! Movie Men?

you know what really torqs me off
when a movie DEMOLISHES
a sexy man charector from a book
and makes him freakin ugly

Dear movie maker guyz,

leave books in books and make a movie on YOUR own